maybe i care or gun jern too much, sometimes can be quite sun fu.  how come im always stupid enough not to know what i've done wrong? i dont get it

maybe i just shouldnt' care too much...but how?

有Ｄ人話lee個世界係唔公平, 奇實係唔係真ga lei?

我lum我今日會知

sigh i think im just black these days, things aren't going that well

but oh well, what can i do?  shouldnt' really attempt to control things that aren't under your control

you know what's the worst feeling?

it's being disappointed in yourself.....it's really the worst feeling EVER!!!

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thank God, i passed every course last sem.  have been quite worried ever since the exams cuz i thought i would fail drafting wakaka but i guess now im safe cuz the overall passing mark is not close to a fail, phew! such a relief to get another hurdle down, a few more to go then im on the road again!